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Planning to fail

 Lack of planning and constant complaining can have a detrimental effect on one's future. When individuals fail to plan for their future, they miss out on opportunities and may find themselves in a difficult situation. On the other hand, complaining about one's current circumstances only serves to hold them back and prevent them from taking action to improve their situation. One of the biggest consequences of not planning for the future is that individuals may miss out on opportunities that could have greatly benefited them. For example, failing to plan for retirement may leave an individual without enough savings to live comfortably in their golden years. Similarly, not planning for a career change may leave an individual stuck in a job they dislike with little chance of advancement. In addition to missing out on opportunities, a lack of planning can also lead to financial instability. Without a budget or financial plan, individuals may find themselves in debt or unable to aff...

Verbal Combat

 It's a heart-wrenching sight to see the verbal combat and division that is plaguing our society. Social media has made it all too easy for people to lash out and hurt one another with hateful words. It's a toxic environment where we're more focused on tearing each other down than lifting each other up. And it's not just online, it's everywhere we look. We've lost sight of what it truly means to care for one another, to put in the effort to help, and to be there for each other in times of need. We've become a society of isolated and disconnected individuals, all looking out for ourselves. The way we present ourselves has also become a problem. The pressure to conform to societal standards of beauty and fashion is overwhelming. It's hard to feel good about yourself when you're constantly bombarded with images of perfection. So, we try to fit in, to look a certain way, to dress like we're on display. We've lost sight of what truly matters, and ...

Right Now

 Depression can be a difficult and overwhelming experience, particularly when it is compounded by the feeling of being abandoned or rejected by others. It can be easy to feel trapped in a cycle of negative thoughts and feelings, but it is important to remember that there is always hope for improvement and healing. One way to begin to move forward is by focusing on the present moment, also known as "the power of now." The power of now refers to the idea that we can only truly experience and affect our current reality, and that dwelling on the past or worrying about the future only causes unnecessary stress and suffering. By shifting our attention to the present, we can begin to let go of negative thoughts and emotions and start to see things in a more positive light. One way to start using the power of now is through mindfulness practices, such as meditation and deep breathing. These practices can help to quiet the mind and bring awareness to the present moment, allowing us to...

The mistrust of politics

 In today's political climate, it seems that the divide between people has never been greater. On one side, there are those who identify as liberal, progressive, or leftist, and on the other, there are those who identify as conservative, traditionalist, or right-wing. The divide between these groups is often characterized by deep-seated mistrust and a lack of understanding of the other's perspective. One of the major drivers of this divide is the proliferation of misinformation and fake news on social media and conservative news outlets like Fox News. These sources often spread lies and propaganda that are designed to stoke fear and anger among their viewers and readers, leading to further erosion of trust and understanding between different political groups. But what if people were not so blind and ignorant, and instead critically evaluated the information they consumed? If people were more discerning and less susceptible to manipulation, we may begin to realize just how much ...

Daily Living and the connection of kindness and love!

As I sit here, surrounded by the warmth of my home and the love of my family, I can't help but reflect on the true meaning of kindness and love. To me, kindness is about being considerate and understanding towards others, and love is about caring for someone deeply and wanting the best for them. But how can we put these concepts into practice in our daily lives? How can we show kindness and love to those around us? One way is to simply be present and attentive to others. Listen when someone is speaking, and show that you care about what they have to say. Offer a helping hand, or a kind word, when someone is going through a tough time. Another way to show kindness and love is by going out of your way to do something nice for someone. This could be as simple as bringing a colleague a cup of coffee, or as grand as planning a surprise birthday party for a loved one. It's also important to remember that kindness and love don't have to be grand gestures. Sometimes, the smallest a...

Forgiveness

 Forgiveness, a concept that is central to many religions, seems to have become a forgotten virtue in today's society. We hear people claim to be Christians, yet they fail to practice the most fundamental aspect of their religion – forgiveness. The question is, where does this anger and resentment come from? Why is it that people find it so difficult to let go of grudges and move on? The blame game is all too common in our society. We point fingers at others for our problems, rather than taking responsibility for our own actions. Perhaps a bit more introspection and self-reflection would do us all some good. I recently left a crew and even though I did so in a respectful manner and didn't try to take anyone with me, someone wanted to kill me. This experience made me wonder where this evil comes from and why so many people are filled with hatred. It's a vicious cycle that is ultimately destroying our society and the human race. Forgiveness is not only a moral imperative, but...

Kindness

 Being kind and genuine to others is a simple yet powerful way to improve the world around us. It is a small act that can have a big impact on the lives of those around us. One of the most important things to remember when being kind and genuine to others is to treat them with respect. This means being considerate of their feelings and needs, even when you may not agree with them. It also means being honest and transparent in your interactions with them, rather than trying to manipulate or deceive them. Another important aspect of being kind and genuine is to actively listen to others. This means truly hearing what they have to say and trying to understand their perspective, rather than just waiting for your turn to speak. It also means offering support and encouragement when they need it, and being there for them when they are going through a tough time. Being kind and genuine also means being willing to go out of your way to help others. This can be as simple as holding the door ...

Toxicity

 Toxicity in people refers to negative behaviors and attitudes that can harm others and create a negative environment. These behaviors can range from verbal abuse and manipulation to spreading rumors and exclusion. Verbal abuse, such as yelling, name-calling, and belittling, can have a serious impact on a person's mental health and self-esteem. It can cause feelings of worthlessness and insecurity, and can lead to depression and anxiety. Manipulation is another toxic behavior that can be harmful to both the individual being manipulated and those around them. Manipulative individuals often use tactics such as gaslighting, guilt-tripping, and playing the victim to control and exploit others for their own gain. Spreading rumors and exclusion are also forms of toxicity that can harm individuals and communities. Gossip and rumors can cause serious damage to a person's reputation and relationships, and exclusion can lead to feelings of isolation and rejection. It's important to r...

Abandonment

 Abandonment refers to the act of leaving someone emotionally or physically without any warning or explanation. This can happen in a variety of relationships, such as romantic partnerships, friendships, and even within families. The effects of abandonment can be devastating for the person who has been left behind. They may experience feelings of rejection, betrayal, and worthlessness. They may also struggle with trust issues and fear of abandonment in future relationships. Emotional abandonment can happen when someone withdraws emotionally, becomes distant, and stops sharing their thoughts and feelings with their partner. This can happen gradually, making it hard to spot, but the end result is the same, a feeling of loneliness and a lack of support. Physical abandonment, on the other hand, is when someone leaves a relationship completely, whether it's a romantic partner leaving, a parent leaving a child, or a friend leaving a group. This can be a traumatic experience, leaving the p...

Respect and love are connected

 Respect is one of the most important aspects of any relationship, whether it be between friends, family members, or romantic partners. It is the foundation upon which all healthy relationships are built, and without it, love cannot truly flourish. Respect involves treating others with dignity and empathy, valuing their opinions and feelings, and making an effort to understand their perspective. It means listening actively and responding thoughtfully, rather than simply reacting emotionally. It also involves acknowledging the boundaries and needs of others and making an effort to compromise and work through conflicts. One of the key ways in which respect and love are connected is through trust. When we respect someone, we trust that they have our best interests at heart and that they will treat us with kindness and fairness. In turn, this trust allows us to open up and be vulnerable with them, which is crucial for building deep and meaningful connections. On the other hand, when th...

Under the Bus

  Throwing a friend under the bus is a phrase that is often used to describe when someone betrays or harms a friend for their own benefit. This behavior is not only morally wrong, but it also undermines the trust and bond that friendship is built on. When we think of friendship, we often think of loyalty, trust, and mutual support. These are the fundamental building blocks of any strong friendship. When a friend throws another friend under the bus, they are breaking these bonds and showing that they are not truly a friend. There are many different ways that someone can throw a friend under the bus. One of the most common is by betraying their trust by sharing personal information or secrets without their consent. This can lead to feelings of betrayal and hurt, and can cause the person who was betrayed to question the trust they have in their friend. Another way someone can throw a friend under the bus is by using them for personal gain. This can happen when someone takes advantage ...

Actions

  "The actions we take towards others have a ripple effect that extends far beyond the immediate moment. Every interaction we have with another person has the potential to shape their thoughts, feelings, and experiences, and in turn, the way they interact with the world around them. It is important to consider the impact our actions may have on others, and to strive to be kind, understanding, and respectful in all of our interactions. Because the way we treat others not only affect them but also the society, the world we live in, the future generations and ultimately who we are as human beings."

My Farewell

To Loot  I am writing to express my disappointment in the outcome of our recent interactions. Despite the hard work and dedication that I put in along with others, it seems that we were not able to achieve the success that we had hoped for. I had high expectations for this crew and believed that with our combined efforts, we could accomplish great things. However, it seems that we encountered unforeseen obstacles and challenges that prevented us from reaching our goals like blaming me for pointing out things within the crew that didn't work for the whole and trying to come together so it worked for everyone. I am deeply disappointed that we were not able to achieve the results that we promised in the crew rules and that we were not able to make a positive impact together. I know that we all put a great deal of time and energy into this crew, and it is disheartening to see that our efforts were not enough and that what I did was seen as a problem. Please know that this disappointmen...

the fucking abyss

I was pondering my life then I thought fuck pondering let's get to doing so that what I did and with that action I've been over the past 6 months changing and that change is bringing growing pains. Those pains have been shedding habits that are not a benefit and coming to grips if I want to make more of a leap for my self progress I'll have to shed people I care about and that shit hurts.  Here I am seeking a better me and to be around organized, well anything organized because its far better then the choas that takes place when something is all over the place or people have no self discipline. It's just getting to me that I've become depressed. Fuck that shit though I don't care about those feelings because they don't do shit for me. I guess I'm just at a place when it's time to rip off this bandaid because this comfy comfy covering of my wound when it needs air is just fucking me up keeping it hidden away. I don't give a fuck who thinks I'm...